Dear Dani,

I know you probaly hate me right now. I know you have a fucking good reason to, but please forgive me. I've made a huge mistake and i don't really know why the fuck i did it. I feel like shit and I haven't felt like this in so long and i know why i avoided feeling like this by just avoiding all relastion ships. I don't expect you to forgive me. I do really like you and i want to be with you. So i guess i'm asking you to get back with me and i don't expect you to because i'm a real asshole.

,Ben

Hey Dani,

well long time no see, how was colorado? i hope it was ok. i need to tell you somthing and i think that a letter is the best way to do this. i think we should just be friends for a while. it's not that i don't like you infact it is the exact oposit i really do like you a lot. i just want to be friends and hang out and just be cool and get to know each other a little bit better. to tell you the truth you telling me you loved me scared the shit out of me,but then i i thought about it and i do want you to love me and i think i want to love you to. it is just not yet. so if you can still bear to  look at me and you dont hate me  after reading this letter i still really want to hang out with you and still be able to be around you without you wanting to kill me i'm not saying that we will never get bak together or anything even close to that . i think if that time comes we will definetly get back together because i really do like you a lot.

, Ben

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March 7th - April 19th

And keep trying to find your way out of that maze of memories. It all sort of looks familiar but then you get up close and it's different, clearly. Each time you turn a corner, you are right back where you were and your only hope is that forgetting might make a door open.